my eyes burn from the tears cried for u

May 22, 2004 15:12

dear sick sad world....
my life is shit and i wish i was shit so i could just flush myself down the toilet.
...is that bad? bad that i want to be shit so ill match w/my life and i can just flush myself down a toilet of anger and sorrow and i can leave this disgusting world that offers me nothing.i'm listening to bright eyes right now pondering the possible ways to slit my wrists w/out it hurting, that way i can just die painlessly and instantly, but i have to do it slitting my wrists that way ill make the headlines in the newspaper. i wonder if i will ever be happy. im so fat. i cant stop eating and listening to emo music. is that bad? bad that i listen to emo music, eat a lot, slit my wrists and desire to live in a toilet? god...why me?

many
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