May 24, 2005 15:53
This week has been crazy...one of the worst nights in my entire life...saturday..and i had my friends to talk to...I love you guys so much..and when i was crying and almost hyperventalating Chelsey, Casey and Tarrah were there for me..and i couldnt have been more lucky...
Finally things have made me clam down..to an extent..i mean we haven't talked but conversed somewhat and i wanna talk to you so fucking bad..but you are always busy...it tears me up...i can't think about anything but you..and therefore i am hopeless...
FROM FIRST TO LAST...i am so excited..and i get to go with two of the best people ever...MELISSA AND NASH...and lets not forget our friend BEN..Sonny moore is 17 and therefore legal! wonderful..cause me and melissa have some pretty dirty ideas...and by dirty i mean..chess