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I hurt so fucking bad right now..and all i want is to breathe, one time that i can tell is a real breath and not these shitty empty swallows of air..
I can tell that i am falling apart..and i hope its permanent...I hope when its final..it is painful and amazing
I wanna scream in your fucking face..rip at you with my hands..tear you up..and fall on the ground crying..cause i know i am too damn weak... You lied to me and i believed every fuckign word...you played me like a fucking fool..and i knew that this was going to happen..and YOU TOLD ME..you would not hurt me...and what happens...its so fucking predictible..I should've known...