senior year here we go.
choked up in school again. i miss everything about last year. we were still kids.. arent we supposed to still be kids this year? isnt this our last year? sumwhere we grew up? i dont want to be these people. i want to be the stupid kids at walmart breaking things and running for our lives. i want to be the kids in the info center getting yelled at. when did we stop being friends? when did we seperate and find new ones? i must have missed the exit.. cuz i seem to still be on here, but now im the only one.
I think im in love. but its mature so its weird. the two most imature people in the world have a pretty mature relationship. I tried like 3 times yesterday to simply open my mouth and say "aaron i love you" but everytime i was looking up at him from the passanger seat on the way home my pulse started racing and i got that weird pounding in my ears that comes with being terrified. Dear god, brittany spears is playing on my ipod.. I miss greg, i miss riding around listening to queer pop divas and loving every minute of it. I miss alex, i miss EVERYTHING with alex. he was like.. a brother? but a brother u pretend to date? kinda disturbing. i dunno i just miss everything like not having to say anything and just laughing cuz u know he knows its hilarious. whatever it may be. i miss being alex and danielle.. the pair. the crazy wanna be emo bitches who run around singing "rape me!!!".. i dunno. i miss brittany, :o( my sister. we would sing "theres too much booty in the pants" oh the glorious times. atleast i still have joshua, hes a very good friend. even though he thinks im a dude in a chicks body lol its okay. although honestly, even to him i still feel like more of a burden than anything. everyone else left so he has to take care of poor lil danni. ugh.
Im turning 18 next week. and im pretty sure im going to have a dennys get together on my bday night. everyone who wants to go is very welcome. but those who i really want to go probably wont. too bad ur beautiful.
atleast i have this great boyfriend who does these things for me.. and is taking me to chicago for the day after my bday. too bad theres still a hole in me where my friends used to be. sense when is love not enough? when u dont have anyone to laugh at the stupid things with.. thats when its not enough
kill me livejournal.. i have returned.
I think im in love. but its mature so its weird. the two most imature people in the world have a pretty mature relationship. I tried like 3 times yesterday to simply open my mouth and say "aaron i love you" but everytime i was looking up at him from the passanger seat on the way home my pulse started racing and i got that weird pounding in my ears that comes with being terrified. Dear god, brittany spears is playing on my ipod.. I miss greg, i miss riding around listening to queer pop divas and loving every minute of it. I miss alex, i miss EVERYTHING with alex. he was like.. a brother? but a brother u pretend to date? kinda disturbing. i dunno i just miss everything like not having to say anything and just laughing cuz u know he knows its hilarious. whatever it may be. i miss being alex and danielle.. the pair. the crazy wanna be emo bitches who run around singing "rape me!!!".. i dunno. i miss brittany, :o( my sister. we would sing "theres too much booty in the pants" oh the glorious times. atleast i still have joshua, hes a very good friend. even though he thinks im a dude in a chicks body lol its okay. although honestly, even to him i still feel like more of a burden than anything. everyone else left so he has to take care of poor lil danni. ugh.
Im turning 18 next week. and im pretty sure im going to have a dennys get together on my bday night. everyone who wants to go is very welcome. but those who i really want to go probably wont. too bad ur beautiful.
atleast i have this great boyfriend who does these things for me.. and is taking me to chicago for the day after my bday. too bad theres still a hole in me where my friends used to be. sense when is love not enough? when u dont have anyone to laugh at the stupid things with.. thats when its not enough
kill me livejournal.. i have returned.