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im not thoroughly excited about heading into work. i honestly just want to put on some pajamas & get some homework done. but i'll save that for later days. i had a really great day yesterday with matt. we spent the day just being happy with each other & enjoying being in each others company. ive missed the person i am when i just let everything go and be who i want to be. it feels nice to think i know who i am again. but im worried about his friends and how they feel towards me now. i really dont want them to think badly of matt because of what they think about me. its just hard wanting to prove to someone that you're not the person they think you are. but im not opposed to trying. i want to make everything right.
oh the birthday is this weekend, & i am really excited. i want to give matt his gift really bad. but most of all, i just want to be happy with him and other people. i want all the pieces to fall into place. i am happily opptimistic.
2 years & counting. "i know now, what i didnt know back then"
oh the birthday is this weekend, & i am really excited. i want to give matt his gift really bad. but most of all, i just want to be happy with him and other people. i want all the pieces to fall into place. i am happily opptimistic.
2 years & counting. "i know now, what i didnt know back then"