the ONLY people I give a shit about...
Well today I got my first paycheck, and between debating on buying some LAMB shoes I saw or a shirt and sweater, I started thinking. Thinking about how much things have changed since highschool. Back then, not saying that I was all Mr. Popular or anything, but I talked to ALOT of people, there were very few people I didnt like or talk to upon sight. Now things are different, not necessarily because I am, but just my life is. I was thinking how very few people I actually talk to that I went to school with, how we used to say no matter what we'd keep in contact. Well that's bullshit. Mr. Alaniz once told me "Don't even bother saying you're going to be friends with people after high school cuz thats total bull crap, you're never going to see them again." I always held any advice Mr. Alaniz gave me in high regards, but I didnt think this was true. Well it is. I dont talk to Robbie any more. There's no bad blood between us, its just he hasnt tried to call me since graduation, and I'm not in the mood and I'm too busy to call someone who doesn't call ME.
I got to thinking how appreciative I should be (and am) of the people I talk to now, those are the people that are going to be around forever, whether I'd like them to or not haha. These are the people who are under no obligation to try to keep contact with me, so therefore I love them more than I could ever know or admit.
Lexibabe- I love you because right from the very start, you've been nothing but the best cousin any guy could ever ask for. You know more about me than anyone EVER will in our family, and the fact that you're still around for that really means something to me. And there isnt anyother person I can think of that I'd like to take your place in my life.
Rey Rey- Ahh, now to the other side of the family. Rey, you're the only guy that I can hang around with for hours on end and not worry about having to watch what I say around you. Even when we were kids I knew that you would always be the first person who would be there for me if anything was to ever go wrong in my life, even if its something trivial like heartbreak as you showed me when you wanted to bust out your shank on one of my...friends, haha. You're the one in the family that makes me feel like, no matter what I do in life, I'm always the same normal person I always was, so for that I can honestly say that I'm glad to have you in my life. And if you ever dump Bunny, I'm kicking the shit out of you, just put that in your back pocket.
Raychel- My best friend in the world, the one who's forced to spend those long hours on the phone with me cuz I feel lonley, rejected or even happiness. The only friend I have that hasn't ever left my side in any way, shape or form. Be it mental or physical. Even when we have our spats, you're always armslength away. I'm glad I found the Grace to my Will so early in life, now I have a fiery girl in my life that will open her mouth about ANYTHING that she thinks is wrong with me.
Gerald- What can I say about you? You'll never know how much I care about you, and how thankful that even after all of the drama to the millionth power, that we went throught together, we still talk. That in itself makes you important to me, and I can only hope everyday that we remain the way we are now, even if that's all it will ever be.
Nick aKa Perv- Of course I had to mention my SugarDaddy lol. My god Nick, I never would have guessed upon meeting you at Rey's house that day that you would be one of only 3 people that I talk to that isnt a family member haha. For that matter, I also never would have guessed that you really are a perv. I just thought it was a clever nickname I made up, teehee. You're the only one in that damn house that ever wants to do something with me, be it spending 6 freakin hours at Weinerschnitzel waiting for Rey to get out of school, or going to the movies to see God knows what crappy movie is playing that week. I'm seriously glad that we became friends despite your naive demeanor, and your clueless state of mind, who else is gonna serenade me to Promiscuous? LMFAO.
Without ALL these people in my life, I don't know what I'd do, or where I'd be. Raychel is my bestfriend, and knows me best of all. Without Rey and Lexi, I'd never be able to endure all the hours I spend with my family and explode from all the things I have to keep inside rather than being able to talk about whatever I want. I know for a fact that knowing Gerald has been both a blessing and a curse, but I'm still glad that he's still around. No one on here has ever hurt me as much as Gerald has, in more ways than one. But just knowing that he's someone I can count on makes it all worth while for me. He may still have some soul searching to do, but I know for sure that I want to be there for the ride. Nick...I'm still working out what it is he does haha. But I know that just the very presense of him is enough to make me want to commit sexual harassment lol. That boy is the one who provides me with THE most company out of anyone on this list of important people. Maybe he's the reminder to never judge a book by its cover, looking at Nick and then looking at me, one would never guess that we were friends, but I'm glad to say that we are, just like I'm glad to say that about everyone else in this blog.