Yup, 2019. Still here.

Ok, gonna leave that loser energy in 2018. This year is gonna be no holds barred let’s fuck shit up. Not gonna hide my toxicity behind thin veil of civility. All toxic all the time. Unrepentant. Unapologetic. 100% no fucks given.

2019 is eat rotten fruit from shitty tree year. Fuck yeah.

Since I started taking anti-depressants (SSRI, sertraline ( Read more... )

I don't know who I am anymore. I used to know. Or at least have a better sense of me. I was becoming. Honing myself into something sharper, more elegant and lethal. Something terrible and beautiful. Something with claws and fangs, that was willing to fight and kill for survival ( Read more... )

When you get drunk the night before in order to wake up hungover, because at least you'll know why you feel like shit the next day, rather than waking up sober and not knowing why you feel like shit, but you slept through your hangover, so you still wake up sober feeling like shit ( Read more... )

day 1
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melancholia
i collect quotes; snippets, phrases, words that tug at heartstrings

( a magpie's trinkets )

my year is over ( Read more... )

ChthoniC like fucccccck they're fucking amazing. freddy is fucking amazing. we should all strive to be freddy ( Read more... )

I forgot--there was something I wanted to write about but now it's lost. gone to the ether where abandoned thoughts go. well, it wasn't abandoned. more set aside somewhere but forgotten where that somewhere was

20140714
ultimate expression of love revised to evisceration by linolium knife
that moment when you feel like a massive pervert but couldn't give less fucks

20140726
when you out yourself as a fujoshi and no one understands ( T^T) OTL

20140728
New life goal: not be the place where conversation goes to die