things changed....for now...maybe
i've talked my feelings out with him and i did find out that he does truly love me and he does think that i'm pretty. i think that my new years' resulion was to discover myself and i think one things is to talk my feelings out. which i think worked. anyway i wish that my friends would treat me as there friend inside of ignoring me (anna stopped talking to me). so, i try to make new friends.