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[emmurchie]

Well I just made all of my posts friends only, mainly because I'm bored.

So if you would like to read my entries, Comment on this and i'll be glad to add you as a friend.

Comments

[bobs_ur_uncle]

erin i could go down your path...i have other shit to worry about..im tired of having the same fight every other week..i know where i stand..im not hidding anything anymore..im done seeyah

[emmurchie]

so.. im concerned about you and you still think im trying to pick a fight.

i wish we could be friends but there are things that would just make me feel awful. like knowing you smoke and drink i feel so regretfull, like I didnt do my job, I didnt help you. and i obviously have no place trying to help you right now, proboaly because im threatining something you dont really care about (NOT trying to pick a fight), my friendship.

sorry i dont know why i open my mouth anymore. everything get misunderstood.

and im glad to hear that you're not hiding it anymore. huge step.

[bobs_ur_uncle]

look..when ever it comes to anything with me i feel judge by you..most of the time i try and you just judge you never actually listen to me..and with the drinking and smoking..how is it your job to stop me..its up to me im a adult...i smoke and drink cus i chose to..and you know what our freindship does mean something to me..but with you sometimes it feels like a one way street..please do not take this in the tone that im mad or anything like that cus i really am not...its just whenever we get to this point you never really hear me..i hate having to talk like this..it just adds to all the anger stupid computer

[emmurchie]

im sorry i asume things and jump to conclusions all of the time. i could go in to depth and how my mom does it all of the time and its how i learned to deal with things..but that doens't make it right and its not an excuse or anything.. so im sorry.

i want to say thank you for telling me straight up that im being an idiot lol.

if i had listened, i wouldnt have asumed that you were still drinkin heavy and telling people you're not drunk etc.
rory, im so glad to hear that you can admit it. like that is a fucking huge step. =>
i blame you for making the same stupid mistakes when we were going out when im still doing them myself.

So i'm sorry.

[bobs_ur_uncle]

yah i heared about that...and i swear i had no clue..belive me im cutting that down alot..i hate being that drunk in public..michelle actually phoned and asked if i was meaning to do that..i was like omg no haha..
belive me we can wait on the whole..deep converstation thing..just take it slow..

[emmurchie]

okay well on that note, i should get to bed.

It was nice talking to you without it ending in a huge fight. Cya around.

[bobs_ur_uncle]

yah and on that note i will no longer procrastinate and finish my work..take care..and yes it was nice to not fight..see yah around..have a good sleep