May 06, 2007 22:58
It's odd, really. I didn't know what I was missing, all those years of deciding against going to church; I just kept pushing and pushing away from religion, because I was scared of commitment. Then I realised how -stupid- I was. How the heck can I be afraid of commiting myself to he who created me? That's just... as bodoh as bodoh can get.
These past few weeks have been beautiful. I've begun following Mandy to campus ministry and *gasp* church on a weekly basis. I'm even practicing alongside the worship team in the Saints CF, and am going to be playing as a Levite on founder's day.
*beam*
I've been so close with God these past three weeks, and I've never felt happier.
~Emmy Cindy
Random fact of the day: I like melancholy music. As in, really melancholy. The kind that you hear on Grey's Anatomy all the time. ^.^
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