its good to get gone now and then

[emmajerome]

Its strange here. now.
such a classic waste of you
breaking all the rules in all the wrong places.

its good to get wasted

and i have to become okay with wasted time.
at the end of all this i'm setting us free
i watched you grow away from me and i watched myself get sick
and i watched the time passing, wasting, escalting.
almost like an out of body experience, because that wasn't you and that wasn't me

I've gotten so much braver, can you tell?

so this is the tragedy, this is end. this is the one thing i can't fix
i just can't save you. we're just to much together. too much rage. too much pain.
too much has been seen and done.

i'm going back to where I started. the same road that brought me here is calling me home.
like everything I've ever known, things disappear every day.

and with that, I've become okay.