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A little bit older; not much wiser.
Still feel like a highschool kid.
Still completely floored by the trials and tribulations that find me.
Still lay awake most nights for hours with my mind on fire and my eyes wide open.
I've still got a hell of a lot of questions with no answers, and still naively refuse to believe that I will never find them.
I still look back on the messy archives of my life with fondness. Even the most excruciating chapters.
I try hard to follow the word of Siddartha and live in the present. I try so desperately not to get sucked in by the past or the future.
And sometimes, if only for a moment,
I succeed.
Still feel like a highschool kid.
Still completely floored by the trials and tribulations that find me.
Still lay awake most nights for hours with my mind on fire and my eyes wide open.
I've still got a hell of a lot of questions with no answers, and still naively refuse to believe that I will never find them.
I still look back on the messy archives of my life with fondness. Even the most excruciating chapters.
I try hard to follow the word of Siddartha and live in the present. I try so desperately not to get sucked in by the past or the future.
And sometimes, if only for a moment,
I succeed.