Don't mind me
I'm bored,and in a rather blah mood so this is just something I came up with
I amaze myself,and not in a good way.There is something wrong,something I just can't put my finger on.
It's not just that I am afraid,its that I am depressed,and the thing about that is,I don't know why.
Granted my Dad has Cancer,and My Family is Poor and we all live with my Brother,but I am in love.Shouldn't that weigh out all the bad,and make me the happiest person a live?idk.I know I have potential,and I know I want to do things with my life,I just don't know how to go about it.I need money to pay for my college books,and I don't know how to get any becuase I can't find the motivation to actually get a job as much as I do want one.I hate my life,kill me now.