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Today was the first day that I didn't skip any of my classes nor did I put it into consideration. Go me, I guess. Skipping is way more fun though. I hate school. I'd rather spend time with what I care for more. But I must graduate. Cause some stupid people (probably men) invented school so that people could have no life during the day and have it determine your entire future. Blah. Well, my dad barely graduated from high school, dropped out of high school, and is now make 30 dollars an hour. People who flied past high school and took many years of college are making less than him. Shall we say, ghetto? I'm not gonna take my chances and not go to college, don't get me wrong. But it's just ridiculous. I don't wanna be a dyke, and be a mechanic like my dad. But I don't want to be a straight beautiful woman making tree fitty an hour. Even though nobody in America gets paid that low. I need to stop worrying about the future so much. The future is probably my biggest fear. I'm not afraid of being alone like everybody else. I'm afraid of what's going to happen to me in time to come.