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for what though you know, what if they are right? what if all this time and effort is a complete waste and all that love and all those memories are just shattered bc of a break between people..and what if all that love and all that effort and all those memories are with your bestfriend? and what if everyone that is close to you including bestfriends, parents, cousins, and co-workers just keep putting you and your bestfriend down and leaving you with nothing? what if the only person that seems to have hope anymore is you?
what if you can't even go to the people you trust, bc they are so happy with their lives, that their blinded and don't see your pain? what if you felt so much alone, that all you want is just to be happy, and you get cornered by a minimum of 10 people in a day telling you, in a nutshell, how pathetic you are being...as if they don't think you are aware, as if their advice is God-sent, as if 324098234 other people since July 4th, haven't told you the same thing.
what if you can't even go to the people you trust, bc they are so happy with their lives, that their blinded and don't see your pain? what if you felt so much alone, that all you want is just to be happy, and you get cornered by a minimum of 10 people in a day telling you, in a nutshell, how pathetic you are being...as if they don't think you are aware, as if their advice is God-sent, as if 324098234 other people since July 4th, haven't told you the same thing.