cheap.

Jul 24, 2007 01:20

i really am a whore sometimes.
and in the moment, it is amazing.
but afterwards, it kinda makes me feel disgusted with myself.
like a drug almost?
but i'm not addicted.
just i act on my whorelike tendencies that can't be defeated by waiting around for someone to date me first.
is this a terrible thing if you are still in love?
i don't know.
i do know that these actions are not going to get me my forehead kisses and cuddles back.
it's just gonna get me sick to my stomach and alone.
but that's basically where i am at now anyway.

it's pretty low of me to write about this on livejournal.
there just isn't really anywhere else i want to write it.
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