Tough Times....
Well this week has been a really tough one...lots of doubts and confusion and contemplation...I dont really know whats going on with me lately but I feel so lost. I feel like all of the sudden I am spreading myself so thin over everything I do and that there are only a few things that I actually put my whole heart into. Thats just been bothering me lately. I dont know where my priorities should be and if I have them in the right place.
Where do I belong?? I dont know anymore...I have screwed up so many relationships with so many people or something has just torn me apart from everyone...I dont know I just feel so alone lately..maybe its just me and Im just being weird...but lately I just feel like an outcast and that I dont fit in anywhere and whenever I am with a group of people they would all just prefer me to leave or not be there. I dont know where I belong...I probably just dont deserve to belong anymore...ahhhhh!!!!
Lately it seems that I only have friends when there is a big project due or when someone needs help with something or needs to borrow money or when its convienent for them...it seems as though my entire life just picked right now to evaporate and be non existant...it seemed like I had the world and couldnt have been happier and then everything just disappeared as though it was a meer illusion or dream. Who knows what the truth is...I have nothing left so I will continue to pray ...maybe it is supposed to be this way...God works in weird ways sometimes...maybe this is all part of his plan for me???
Everything happens for a reason and you must never lose FAITH!!!!
Where do I belong?? I dont know anymore...I have screwed up so many relationships with so many people or something has just torn me apart from everyone...I dont know I just feel so alone lately..maybe its just me and Im just being weird...but lately I just feel like an outcast and that I dont fit in anywhere and whenever I am with a group of people they would all just prefer me to leave or not be there. I dont know where I belong...I probably just dont deserve to belong anymore...ahhhhh!!!!
Lately it seems that I only have friends when there is a big project due or when someone needs help with something or needs to borrow money or when its convienent for them...it seems as though my entire life just picked right now to evaporate and be non existant...it seemed like I had the world and couldnt have been happier and then everything just disappeared as though it was a meer illusion or dream. Who knows what the truth is...I have nothing left so I will continue to pray ...maybe it is supposed to be this way...God works in weird ways sometimes...maybe this is all part of his plan for me???
Everything happens for a reason and you must never lose FAITH!!!!