Aug 01, 2011 15:30
I'm sitting on the front porch. It is petfectly warm outside with a lovely breeze and Dwight Schrute's cousin from Orem,just drove by in a Public Safety Volunteer squad car. It is a nice evening. I'm glad I've decided to enjoy it with this book about Carol Burnett.
I started the 30 Day Shred yesterday. I'm going to make Ames take my "Before" photo tonight because I'm serious about this and want to have solid proof that it's working. I'm reinventing myself this month and since I promised myself I can't have new trouser jeans till I'm comfortably back in a size six, here I go.
I've decided that I think my body is, in fact, capable of being smaller than I've otherwise thought. All bodies are different but when I hear about women who are about my height, weigh the same as me but wear bigger sizes, perhaps my natural frame is smaller, meaning I could aim for the 120s at some point and not be too small. One step at a time-- I get it-- but it's a really positive discovery for me, I think.