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Ooh boy, I had no idea it had been so long since I last updated... *sweatdrops* First I was feeling depressed and then when I last tried to write Netscape died right in the middle. Well, now I have Opera so at your face, Netscape. :P
Hmh. I suppose feeling down shouldn't stop me from writing here... but I have a tendency to close into myself when it seems that people around don't understand me. IF I were a better person I would react differently. But usually I just get so stuck with my own personality. How bothersome.
School and studying are these days definite no-no words for me. And I hate the way my mother has changed ever since "that guy" appeared. And I probably made a mistake when I actually let it get to me when she said that not going straight to college after high school would be as good as wasting one year of my life. But I could've gotten a job and thus money enough to comfortably move from home. What I'm doing now is as good as wasting a year. I just don't care about studying. I just don't care.
Okay, I should stop brooding and write something positive for a change. Ahhem. I was out with the doggie an hour ago. It was really beautiful; there was some -15 degrees (Celsius) and the snow was glittering in the street lights. I love winter and snow, the world gets so much softer yet sharper and more unreal - ethereal, somehow. *smile* Too bad humans are so weak against cold. I had two pairs of gloves on, but after only twenty minutes my fingers were icy cold. ^^;;;
Silti jokaisella on hetkensä.
Hmh. I suppose feeling down shouldn't stop me from writing here... but I have a tendency to close into myself when it seems that people around don't understand me. IF I were a better person I would react differently. But usually I just get so stuck with my own personality. How bothersome.
School and studying are these days definite no-no words for me. And I hate the way my mother has changed ever since "that guy" appeared. And I probably made a mistake when I actually let it get to me when she said that not going straight to college after high school would be as good as wasting one year of my life. But I could've gotten a job and thus money enough to comfortably move from home. What I'm doing now is as good as wasting a year. I just don't care about studying. I just don't care.
Okay, I should stop brooding and write something positive for a change. Ahhem. I was out with the doggie an hour ago. It was really beautiful; there was some -15 degrees (Celsius) and the snow was glittering in the street lights. I love winter and snow, the world gets so much softer yet sharper and more unreal - ethereal, somehow. *smile* Too bad humans are so weak against cold. I had two pairs of gloves on, but after only twenty minutes my fingers were icy cold. ^^;;;
Silti jokaisella on hetkensä.