Well since the last time I wrote on here I thought that I knew where my life was going. I thought that I would spend the rest of my life with the guy of my dreams but it turned out the he doesn't want me. I'm just a "really" good friend & the sex is a bonus. Yeah what a sick joke to play on someone. You led them on & make them think that you love ( Read more... )

So I went to AA yesterday & I liked it. I kind of had fun...I know that sounds strange but I really had fun. Some of the things people were saying hit me hard. I'm going to go as much as I can. It was really fun & after I left there I felt really upbeat. I was in a really really good mood. I think that everyone should at least check an AA meeting ( Read more... )

Well kids I have realized that I have a problem. I'm a drunk! I'm going to my first AA meeting tonight. I hope that it is not gay. I'm going with a group of friends so I think I'll be ok! Wish me luck & I'll let you know how it goes!

A brand-new young mother sits in an old rocker ( Read more... )

BOY: I saw her today ( Read more... )

All alone I stand in front of you. The feelings I have are of none that I have ever felt before. A wave a fear crosses over me but I still stand here in front of you. I tell you that I love you but you say nothing. I tell you that I miss you but you say nothing. Alone I stand here in front of you. The only words that are said are by me & not you. ( Read more... )

Corndog: bye hun oh you have mail

Bo had one of the most kick ass concerts!! Bo is really good at playing bass. He was doing all kinds of tricks with his bass while playing....it was neat. I got some really awesome pics!

Well kids I made it!!! I made it to graduation! After all of the shit that I've been through the past 4 years....I made it out ok. I'm kind of proud of myself but I feel that I could of done more. I just wish I had my family behind me telling me that they are proud of me but they suck right now. I wish my grandma was still here. Last week I took ( Read more... )

".....One day you’ll come crying when you realize what you’ve done I just hope that it is not to late ( Read more... )