where oh where has my little Dutchie gone?
grrr... lonely night! Marlies has ventured off to the land of Barnes & Noble... leaving me by my lonesome. Mary's tonsils are the size of clementines, so i'm letting her sleep... gosh i'm such a good friend! hehe.
the ex called me on Sunday, and now he wants to "get together" for lunch! man, i've been wanting him to come crawling back to me for so long, could it be happening? i kind of think that it might be just to clear his conscience of doing something horrible to a gal, or to attempt some friendship with me (which is out of the question), but what if he DOES want soemthing? perhaps he is upset that i'm not letting him string me along anymore... and that's a nice feeling.
today marks the 5 month anniversary of our break up. for the first time in that period, i finally feel like i have some "upper hand" in this whole thing... like i'm finally desired by him. hm. nice feelings are... well, NICE!! i'm definitely a fan. but i don't want him back. he doesn't floss. that's just gross. plus... there's such a big fat ocean of betterness out there!
ok, done rambling about ex-boys for good now. now that i'm gonna be a part of the live journal i'm-totally-acknowledging-my-nerdyness group i should think of something else to write about... hummm...
perhaps tomorrow!
NOW, time for writing thank you's to those who have supported my mission trip to the DR so far... God provides so amazingly. i came up with something... "if we can't trust him with our lives, how can we trust him with our eternal souls?" it's true. i got $220 in a span of a week, praise God for that. when he reveals what he has planned, he always does it in a way that blows our minds. i love it, wouldn't have it any other way. bon soir!!
the ex called me on Sunday, and now he wants to "get together" for lunch! man, i've been wanting him to come crawling back to me for so long, could it be happening? i kind of think that it might be just to clear his conscience of doing something horrible to a gal, or to attempt some friendship with me (which is out of the question), but what if he DOES want soemthing? perhaps he is upset that i'm not letting him string me along anymore... and that's a nice feeling.
today marks the 5 month anniversary of our break up. for the first time in that period, i finally feel like i have some "upper hand" in this whole thing... like i'm finally desired by him. hm. nice feelings are... well, NICE!! i'm definitely a fan. but i don't want him back. he doesn't floss. that's just gross. plus... there's such a big fat ocean of betterness out there!
ok, done rambling about ex-boys for good now. now that i'm gonna be a part of the live journal i'm-totally-acknowledging-my-nerdyness group i should think of something else to write about... hummm...
perhaps tomorrow!
NOW, time for writing thank you's to those who have supported my mission trip to the DR so far... God provides so amazingly. i came up with something... "if we can't trust him with our lives, how can we trust him with our eternal souls?" it's true. i got $220 in a span of a week, praise God for that. when he reveals what he has planned, he always does it in a way that blows our minds. i love it, wouldn't have it any other way. bon soir!!