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I must kill who I am before it kills me.
So, whats new in my life? Well, its really no ones buisiness. However, I will say that one stage of my life is coming to a close (slowly and lingeringly) and another is coming towards me like a rushing wave. I am in a state of limbo, caught between where I was and where I am going. Where I am (the state of limbo) is not a pleasant place to be.
I have a few ideas on how I want my life to progress from this point, but nothing ever goes as you want it to....I am too idealistic of a person. The only thing I can expect is the unexpected. This doesnt really frighten me, what frightens me is process from one stage to the other, or the present if you will. Its like a baby being born. The baby is content to be safe and warm and fed inside the womb...it doesnt want to come out, but at the same time it wants to. If it does not come out then it will miss out on the whole world..having friends, falling in love, having its own family. The process of coming out of the womb must be terrible, it doesnt know what is about to come. But I suppose the sweet isn't as sweet without the bitter.
So, whats new in my life? Well, its really no ones buisiness. However, I will say that one stage of my life is coming to a close (slowly and lingeringly) and another is coming towards me like a rushing wave. I am in a state of limbo, caught between where I was and where I am going. Where I am (the state of limbo) is not a pleasant place to be.
I have a few ideas on how I want my life to progress from this point, but nothing ever goes as you want it to....I am too idealistic of a person. The only thing I can expect is the unexpected. This doesnt really frighten me, what frightens me is process from one stage to the other, or the present if you will. Its like a baby being born. The baby is content to be safe and warm and fed inside the womb...it doesnt want to come out, but at the same time it wants to. If it does not come out then it will miss out on the whole world..having friends, falling in love, having its own family. The process of coming out of the womb must be terrible, it doesnt know what is about to come. But I suppose the sweet isn't as sweet without the bitter.