Oct 17, 2004 23:38
I miss you gonacoca! I was surprised to hear from an old dear friend today. I am glad all is well with him.You better fuckin come in December, otherwise im coming out to the Windy City and I am going to ATTEMPT to kick your ass. Its not the same without him, I miss you bro.
...I think something good is going to happen soon (of course only those in my 'inner circle' may understand to what i am reffering to) :)
Wow, I really dont have much to say..well, I really dont have much i would like to broadcast to the world. Oh but i have learned one thing over the past month; friends come and go...just like money, just like lovers. Not that i lost any friends as of recently...this is more of a reflective moment. My friends from the past, as I now look back, were rather..uncouth, un-intelligent. Anyway, i dont want to hang out with my friends form the past. I have hung out with my old best friend a few times recently aand i just realized, i dont want to. I just dont, I feel im regressing when I do, I feel trapt...like I am un doing all the change that i went through. So fuck it, no old, dead friends. Only look to the past to learn, live in the present as well as you can, and dont look to far into the future.