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[emilinium11]

again, here i am in stuart's class. i'm not exactly sure what the hell i'm doing here. sometimes, i'm just not sure if this was the right college, or if this is where i belong and what i should be doing. i love thee campus, and i love the teachers. i love that you can walk down the sidewalks to class and recognize them because they are the same

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[lulubelle33]

aww emily this made me so sad! i love you! you will still know me cause nothing's changed. i miss you soooo much

♥

[bgilmore]

I know how you feel

[cocomay]

EMILY!!!! We are definitely on the same page. I was so excited to go and so ready for a change, and now that I'm here I just want to be at my own house, with my own friends, with my own family, and my own things. I had a breakdown the other day and I realized that I hate not having the comfort of old friendship. When I'm at home my friends are there for me and I miss that so much. But here, even though I've made awesome friends, I miss the fact that they don't KNOW me. So I miss you and don't worry, you aren't alone. Love ya deary..... Danielle

[poeticnereid]

The thing is, they aren't REAL friends yet! They aren't the people you knew since kindergarten. Making new friends is so harder than everyone says it is. It took me a while to get college friends, but the thing is is that they will never replace your old ones, and chances are you won't find the same connections with them that you had with friends in high school. It is different now. Friends are there, now, to have fun. To hang out. These new ones aren't the ones who can read your mind or know who you went out with in the tenth grade or your crush on a gay boy. Theyn don't know this and though you may tell them stories, it's all about fun and not the closeness. I know what you mean though. I crave a group. I crave someone to hang out with on a regular basis that I can TALK to as well as goof around with. Eh. Talk to me.
Kristina

[mostdaysand]

hey...check your email. i'd rather do that than comment.