For the millionth time I wish I was well-off, not because I want to be materialistic and splurge on myself like some tai-tai, but just so that I don't have to work so that I can have money to go to school, pay my bills and go out every now and then. I want to just study, is that so difficult? I'm so tired I just want to cry. why is it always like this. and i'm so incredibly lonely in school, it seems as if everyone's got their own clique and i don't seem to fit in anywhere.