suckedmyselfesteem

Aug 23, 2008 23:09

Hungry but I don't have any appetite to eat. My family's going to JB tomorrow to visit my relatives there. The strange thing is, this is one of the few Sundays I'm not working, yet I still can't go anywhere with my family. Why? Because I have academic-related things to do - assignments, essays, readings; the whole lot of them. If it's not work, it's school. What the fuck?

A stranger made me cry today. I wish I could've retorted,"Eh bapok sial, kau tundok pas tu kau tengok kau ader ***** ke tak" but I didn't, because I was so stunned I couldn't say anything. What he said shouldn't have upset me but it did, because nobody has said that to me for a very long time and in such an insulting tone. And having the back of the bus laughing at me. Seriously all these mats&minahs with tattoos and piercings should just go and fucking die. You think you damn cool meh. FYI no I don't like guys with either. And yeah that might've been a bit vulgar but fuck it lah seriously bad mood sia.

I have got no comments about work today. No motivation to work and improve myself. At all. Zen zen. And please let me stay in Tanglin Mall.

work, bingit ah

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