i smell
so yea, i smell bc i just got back from the gym.....my new goal is to lose 10/15 lbs by halloween. anyway, thank god rush is over with, it was fun, but takes up way WAY too much time, especially when you are a senior. so i am starting to freak out about france, it really hasnt hit me yet that i may actually be going, and if i do, then wow, im really going to freak out. if you had asked me in highschool where id thought i would be in five years, this is definetley far from it. it is so weird how god works in your life. it is never what you expected, and at times what you didnt want, but you realized it is what you needed. you meet people that come in and out of your life that were there to help you along your way, and its sad letting go, but you always meet new people god has for you. i guess it is that way with love, you fall in and out of love, till god brings the one he has meant for you, i just wish it werent so difficult getting to where god is trying to get us to. anyway, i gotta get to work, just updating a lil bit since i have not written on this thing in forever!