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Dear Journal,
I went to see the same doctor I told you about a little while ago, she was nice again and asked "what are we going to do with you?" after I told her I'd felt like this for the majority of my life. She mentioned CBT in passing, I don't think there is much she thinks she can do, and there probably isn't.
She gave me another prescription for the same medication and said I should take the same amount I am currently taking (40mg) for a month, then alternate between 40 and 20 daily for a month, then cut down to 20 a day. She said I may have to go back to 40 when I return to university, which I suppose I agree with.
Overall I'm not sure how I feel about cutting down. I feel a difference between now and three or so months ago, and I don't want to jeopardise that, but we'll see how it goes. Get to go home for summer in a few days. Yay. Or something. I still just don't want to be anywhere at all (let's go emo ;P)
I went to see the same doctor I told you about a little while ago, she was nice again and asked "what are we going to do with you?" after I told her I'd felt like this for the majority of my life. She mentioned CBT in passing, I don't think there is much she thinks she can do, and there probably isn't.
She gave me another prescription for the same medication and said I should take the same amount I am currently taking (40mg) for a month, then alternate between 40 and 20 daily for a month, then cut down to 20 a day. She said I may have to go back to 40 when I return to university, which I suppose I agree with.
Overall I'm not sure how I feel about cutting down. I feel a difference between now and three or so months ago, and I don't want to jeopardise that, but we'll see how it goes. Get to go home for summer in a few days. Yay. Or something. I still just don't want to be anywhere at all (let's go emo ;P)