apology, quell your qualms

Sep 11, 2006 00:06

okay, sorrysorrysorry gross misinterpretation, I am not developing an eating disorder or even dieting for that matter.  I was just off my eating schedule, briefly antisocial, and ended up trying futilely to study for hours in my room without going out to get food.  and then everyone else had already ate, so depressed by that realization, I decided (obviously unwisely...yeah worse feeling ever, going to bed hungry) to skip dinner.  and I had more of a brunch affair, so what ended up happening was like a 20 hour fast.  I am not going to die, and I don't think I'm ugly (Melissa- just knowing you makes me that much hotter), I just had a bad eating weekend.  but it's not really a big deal, like, I skipped the occasional meal in high school too...I'm pretty sure all of you have too.  so yeah.  I'm healthy.  you're not going to come back during break and see me emanciated or something.  if anything, I will be well underway to the Freshman Fifteen. (hopefully not).

oh and I'm not in my wierd mood swing anymore.  also a good thing.  my theory is that when I go home, it throws my whole dorm life off balance...obvious solution would be not to go home anymore.  anyways, cheers, it's midnight and I have homework.  oh yes- and it's September 11th.
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