Argh
I am frustrated with my brain's alarm clock. It seems to think that 4:38 (exactly, which is also weird) is the time I need to wake up every morning. I do not like this at all, Sam I am. I tend to go to bed sometime around midnight, so a 4:30 wake up call is NOT OKAY. The pattern lately is to go to sleep, wake up super tired and groggy at 4:38, putter around for a bit, then finally try to go back to bed. I've tried to medicate myself so I sleep longer, but it isn't working... if I add any more Seroquel (I added 50 mg the other night), I end up sleeping for most of a day. A little vicodin now does absolutely nothing for sleep. The ativan works, but only for about 4 hours, hence the wake-up at 4:30.
Blarg. Fluffy likes it, at least, because she can come and cuddle while I'm awake.
In an unrelated note, someone threw away my mayo. This annoys me, because I can't make sandwiches without it. Grr. Mom went to the store yesterday, but didn't check with me as to what I wanted, so I don't have much in the house that I want to eat. So frustrating.
Oh, well. I'll deal. Mostly.
Blarg. Fluffy likes it, at least, because she can come and cuddle while I'm awake.
In an unrelated note, someone threw away my mayo. This annoys me, because I can't make sandwiches without it. Grr. Mom went to the store yesterday, but didn't check with me as to what I wanted, so I don't have much in the house that I want to eat. So frustrating.
Oh, well. I'll deal. Mostly.