In all honesty

Dec 20, 2005 11:37

I don't know what I want to say. I know I want him and there's no way I'm going to give him up, not just yet. It's not even a minor set back, just the way things are going to be-from the looks of it.

I just layed there last night. I was thinking about you, yes. But not the whole time. I just couldn't sleep, staying awake seemed more amusing then sleeping. Just looking up thinking of nothing while (i'm sure) my subconcious was going a mile a minute,
hoping you would come back, but false hopes and praying you'd call, but unanswered prayers.
Boredom was sinking in about that time. I got up worked on my blanket; did nothing. I wasn't upset or mad or anything really. Just wanted to hear it from you that you were ok. I'm fine though. Like I said, it was minor..I've been through a helluva lot worse. It's just that, honestly, I never thought your friends would be a problem we'd encounter. It's nothing that isn't fixed like aaron said, hopefully.

I just don't want you to sacrifice anything.
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