Doesn't it seem strange how we punctuate the different faces in our lives?  What episodes stand out as particularly noteworthy or defining....well those for me always seem to end up on here...and they always seem to be the most difficult to sift through, break down, and move on from ( Read more... )

oooh this poor ol' journal.....i've abandoned it and i feel badly that it is so severly neglected these days so i have decided to give it an update....silly thing ( Read more... )

this poor ol' thing is getting lonely so i figured i'd update it again just for kicks...

what a sad life "old" journals must lead...poor things

show tonight...RBF in mass somewhere.... good stuff...

later

Fuck it just hit me wicked hard and i can't stop crying

and i just had the worst dream known to my dreaming life and it's making me so scared....

and i'm here alone

in company, state of mind, and insanity, i'm here with only the sobs and whats left of an already tattered and torn heart......

so let me go.....

i thiiiink i might delete this journal and make a new one completely friends only because i'm the biggest loser in the world and one can't risk the sharing of this seemingly innocent "loser-esq" essence of mine...no no we mustn't have that....

comment to be added i suppose....heh

heh so ( Read more... )

"Dont you realize? The next time u see sky it'll be over another town. The next time you take a test, it'll be in some other school. Our parents, they want the best of stuff for us. But right now they gotta do what's right for them. Because it's their time. Their time! Up there! It's our time. It's our time down here. It's all over the ( Read more... )

wow......ok weird how some nights go ( Read more... )

"There was a weakling man ( Read more... )

so here i am ( Read more... )