Oct 27, 2004 21:53
You dont know what its like, you rlly dont. I triend to tell you, but u didnt listen, goddamnit. He is gone, fucking gone, i can hardly remember him, i hate this! All i have is my memories, and they suck, i cant remember shit. I have problems telling ppl cause it hurts, it fucking hurts to have someone gone. Now what i have is an idea, just an idea. I wish u had just been serious. Its like a disease that comes and goes, draging you down, way down, but then sometimes you forget and your fine, but eventually it comes back and it always does. Sometimes you try and let someone in, to try to help with the pain but it never works, no one understands, i wish someone understood. My life isnt all shit tho, i have adrienne, i love her, she is one of the best things that has ever happened to me, i want to be with her as much as i can.
You'll just go on an oblivious fool...