May 08, 2005 23:31
i feel like i'm left going uphill without a driver.
no one knows what that means except for myself and my journal, and i'm going to keep it that way. there are so many things that i keep inside my head and never tell anybody because i know that it's childish. but other people wouldn't think it was childish, and i wouldn't if i were someone else talking to me. but i'm not and i am me so i find it to be.
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i lost my journal. i haven't taken it to school with me, so i know it's somewhere in this house, but it's no where in my room. this bothers me.