I'm leaving in about oh...40 minutes to get my hair cut. I'm wondering what it will look like since I really don't know yet what I want done. It should be interesting ( Read more... )

I'm angry. I'm so damned angry. I was reading nopity  of course, and I always feel morose when I see a new member, but tonight it just...I can't explain it.

I thought I was past the anger. I thought I'd made peace. I forgave him. I really did. Only a sick person could do what he did. So why do I still have these balls of unexpressed emotion welling up ( Read more... )

Maybe it's the season, I don't know, but I've been melancholy now for a couple of weeks. I just keep going over the events of my life, trying to figure it all out. The people in my life, the events, y reactions to them, and finally theirs to me ( Read more... )

Eric and I had a rather heavy conversation tonight. Actually, he listened while I talked. The vent/reflecting was inspired by the current batch of books I'm reading.

1. "No fairy godmother's, no magic wands; The Healing process after rape" - Judy H. Katz
2. "Shattered Innocence A Practical Guide for Counseling Women Survivors of Childhood Sexual Abuse" ( Read more... )

I was just discussing this piece, about how some jerk-off thought it was a fantasy....so I thought I'd post it ( Read more... )