poem!

[emah]

something so small becomes so huge
its not that simple anymore
its a complex web of screams
of angry people wanting more
all they think about is who is right
who has been hurt
and what is fair
i know its selfish but its true
so ignorant but so seeing
they want to help her
and it kills me to think the way i do
that i hate them because they are like this
i hate them because they care
and i hate them because they hurt me and they dont even know
its not that simple anymore

you know i love you and i trust you
its not that simple anymore
its complex in my head
some things are just for me
and i know i should tell you
let you care for me and love me
but i just cant because i have been hurt
and i want us to be forever
and i never want anyone to hate me
hate me because i hate myself
hate me because i deserve to be hated like the bitch that i am
its not that simple anymore