Back in New Zealand - and a lot fatter for it...
So, I'm back home from the UK and I am finally online. I was itching to get back in here to read the bloggs of other people and get inspired again.
I have put on so much weight since getting home (so much that i am uncomfortable to say how much i actually weigh now).
I've just started a new office job and have discovered that they all love food and sharing food etc. Great. (I'm going to give it about 3 more weeks and if i can't handle it I will look for a new job.)
I want to lose weight desperately - but i need to be even more deperate - i actually want to be obsessed this time. Summer is coming fast to little old New Zealand and I want to be at least a little bit ready for the summer camps and beach time.
And I still have husband trouble. Part of me wants to just lose all the weight so that i'm just the way he wants me to be and then just leave him out of spite. Watch this space.
So, the plan? Tomorrow - laxitives and fasting. I want to fast for at least 3 days to clear my body out and then start afresh - under 500 cal a day consisting of diet soups/shakes, probiotics, protien and fresh vege.
I'm so glad to be back on livejournal.
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I have put on so much weight since getting home (so much that i am uncomfortable to say how much i actually weigh now).
I've just started a new office job and have discovered that they all love food and sharing food etc. Great. (I'm going to give it about 3 more weeks and if i can't handle it I will look for a new job.)
I want to lose weight desperately - but i need to be even more deperate - i actually want to be obsessed this time. Summer is coming fast to little old New Zealand and I want to be at least a little bit ready for the summer camps and beach time.
And I still have husband trouble. Part of me wants to just lose all the weight so that i'm just the way he wants me to be and then just leave him out of spite. Watch this space.
So, the plan? Tomorrow - laxitives and fasting. I want to fast for at least 3 days to clear my body out and then start afresh - under 500 cal a day consisting of diet soups/shakes, probiotics, protien and fresh vege.
I'm so glad to be back on livejournal.
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