Kultur, Kunst und Angst
So tomorrow I fly out with the rest of my class to Vienna; we'll be there from March 5th to the 11th. I haven't been to Europe since I was about 12, so I'm really excited~
Anybody have photo requests?
Though lately, and maybe because of the trip and the class, I've been having pretty bad self-confidence and depression issues. I should probably start going back to therapy to talk it through (I haven't gone all semester so far). I guess its just issues of motivation, mostly. I've not done much other than academic pursuits, and even there, I've just felt like I'm drifting. I'm not doing a whole lot other than homework - not really talking to people on deep levels, not really engaging with something that make me excited. Just sort of drifting and getting things done because they need to.
I don't feel like I truly deserve to be beside some of the people I am. In class, these other students are making such insightful and intelligent comments, getting so much more out of the readings, being interesting, composed, intelligent people - and I'm just so different. Withdrawn and geeky and just grasping things on peripheral levels. Not really making connections with people or readings. I guess, haha, how do you make friends?
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Anybody have photo requests?
Though lately, and maybe because of the trip and the class, I've been having pretty bad self-confidence and depression issues. I should probably start going back to therapy to talk it through (I haven't gone all semester so far). I guess its just issues of motivation, mostly. I've not done much other than academic pursuits, and even there, I've just felt like I'm drifting. I'm not doing a whole lot other than homework - not really talking to people on deep levels, not really engaging with something that make me excited. Just sort of drifting and getting things done because they need to.
I don't feel like I truly deserve to be beside some of the people I am. In class, these other students are making such insightful and intelligent comments, getting so much more out of the readings, being interesting, composed, intelligent people - and I'm just so different. Withdrawn and geeky and just grasping things on peripheral levels. Not really making connections with people or readings. I guess, haha, how do you make friends?
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