Dissatisfaction
I seems like all intelligent human beings are doomed to spend their lives feeling dissatisfied. It seems that we cant help but to overanalyze every event...major and seemingly mundane until it causes us to go crazy. I'm finding more recently the only time I'm able to feel 'happy' is when I am forced to completely devote my brain to something....such as being with ADHD kids at work when it's not humanly possible to have any other thoughts. I'm not really sure what to do about this...though more recently I'm starting to think there is nothing to be done about it....that in fact this is what life really is...scary.......or maybe i am just a really neurotic bitch haha