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soemthing i'm working on. not sure if it's complete and finished yet or done as is.
i said goodbye to you.
packed up my stuff and grabbed my shoes.
paused to look around for a minute,
needing to make sure nothing is forgotten.
no reason to come back to this place.
even if its a sock, who cares, my heart all ready needs replaced.
i said goodbye to you.
went thru my stages of grief;
denial, anger, bargaining, depression.
finally reached acceptance and closed the chapter on that book.
thinking back i should have stayed the course.
and not turned around for one last look.
cause i don't know if can say goodbye again to you.
seems easier not to set myself up.
the bowling pins topple in the path of destruction.
nothing left standing but a score i lost track of too long ago.
we both know, yah, we both know.
you know just how to manipulate
and maneuver me around like a Svengali.
and yet i walk willingly right into the cycle again.
knowing I'll be saying good bye to you.
i said goodbye to you.
packed up my stuff and grabbed my shoes.
paused to look around for a minute,
needing to make sure nothing is forgotten.
no reason to come back to this place.
even if its a sock, who cares, my heart all ready needs replaced.
i said goodbye to you.
went thru my stages of grief;
denial, anger, bargaining, depression.
finally reached acceptance and closed the chapter on that book.
thinking back i should have stayed the course.
and not turned around for one last look.
cause i don't know if can say goodbye again to you.
seems easier not to set myself up.
the bowling pins topple in the path of destruction.
nothing left standing but a score i lost track of too long ago.
we both know, yah, we both know.
you know just how to manipulate
and maneuver me around like a Svengali.
and yet i walk willingly right into the cycle again.
knowing I'll be saying good bye to you.