Save me...
Things seem to be getting worse and worse. Mike broke up with me and tears built up but I never cried even though he meant more than anything to me, I loved him with all my heart and I always will. All that stuff about him protecting my heart from pain was a lie...he broke my heart and I have a feeling it will never mend. Everytime I start to cry I hold back because I feel like a complete sissy crying over a boy...a boy that I was crazy for. Why did he brake up with me? My chest hurts and my heart aches. I can't eat or sleep, I stayed awake all night last night, all I can do is stare out my window as tears fall from my eyes. My life is crashing down all around me. I don't think I can make it much longer. God, please help me! Life is an endless black hole that I will never come out of! Just take me away!!!! Come and get me So I don't have to cry anymore. So I don't have to feel like shit all the time. Somebody save me...