Feb 04, 2005 21:06
Mike just said the worste four words ever.
We need to talk.
Oh gawd.
He's asking me how my life is now and before he came along.
What is that supposed to mean!
My heart and chest hurts...
Tears are building up behind my eyes.
Owww...it really hurts.
Now he's said, Oh okay.
I told him that currently my life was 'okay'.
Then before I said It was pretty bad and he said "Oh Okay."
I'm having a nervous break down.
What's he trying to say to me?
-deep breathes-
I can barely breathe.
If he leaves me my life is over.
I love him more than anything.
He's going to break up with me I know it.
-cries-
He broke up with me.
Oh God.
It's over.
He said "We need to take a little break".
I can't stop crying.
This is worse than death.
I can't breathe.
Now he's not responding to my mail.
I at least want to be friends.
But no...he wont talk to me now.
I'm going to die...