books and quizes
I miss: some friends that i have lost
I love: Steven <3
I would kill to: meet dashboard
I am listening to: all american rejects
I am: sick with mono..sucky
I wish I had: some stiletto boots ;)
If I could be with anyone right it’d be: be with anyone? hm.
I don’t want to: go to the doctors tomorrow
I want to buy: nothing..christmas shopping is done
The band that I’ve been listening to a lot is: Dashboard
Tomorrow I plan to: sit at home till my doctors appt.
Right now I really dislike: mono
I’ve missed out on so much like: ugh lets see, shitloads of tests
If I could see any band play right now it’d be:dash
I’m reading: The Night I Dissapeared
My last regret was: none, i dont have regrets
I compare: my life to a emotional rollercoaster
My favorite lyric is: I Can Break And Take It With A Smile
I’m ready to: go back to school
I can’t forget: mistakes i've made
I’m trying to: become a better person
If I could go anywhere I’d go to: st.croix
I enjoy: life..probably too much
I really want: to get better (take that how you want)
I really need: nothing. i have enough.
My book is really good. Here's the part I'm currently on.
"Strange what happens next. I walk out of Pasta Mia's, and the next thing I know I'm standing at the kitchen sink in our sublet, staring at the charcoal colored salmon in the pan. I'm holding my sandles, their straps looped around my index finger. I vaugely remember taking them off sometime after I left the restaurant, I think I was daydreaming about walking barefoot on the beach back home, but I'm not sure. I go to my room and drop my sandales on the floor and fall into bed without bothering to get undressed. I think about the smoke in the kitchen before my mother came home. How I didn't see it or smell it. I think of myself outside Pasta Mia's, then suddenly I'm home without knowing how I got there. Sometime's when you're walking along and you stumble, there's a split second before you fall when you realize there's nothing you can do to reverse what's about to happen. That's how I feel now. My brain has stumbled, pulled a trick on me, and one of these days I'll start falling, tumbling over and over, and I won't be able to stop.
I just want you to be ok, that's all I want is for you to be ok. Hold on.