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for my Community Health Sciences class we have to do this weekly journal and certain prompts change but one thing we have to do week after week is record our stressors and then relate them to schemas we have about our lives. while i kinda think these journals are bullshit, it's actually helped me realized a schema i do have: i believe that results/rewards will be directly proportional to the effort i put into something.
i don't believe that it's formulaic. like if i spend 50% more time, it'll be 50% better. but i mean, it's supposed to be a general trend isn't it? i feel like so far it's been the case. i mean, i say i'm "not good" at things all the time, but i think it's usually my excuse to stop trying or accept the crappiness.
well, i just received a sudden influx of new depressing events so i'm just going to sum it up: the world seems to be falling apart today. and not just because of my feeble academic failures.
i don't believe that it's formulaic. like if i spend 50% more time, it'll be 50% better. but i mean, it's supposed to be a general trend isn't it? i feel like so far it's been the case. i mean, i say i'm "not good" at things all the time, but i think it's usually my excuse to stop trying or accept the crappiness.
well, i just received a sudden influx of new depressing events so i'm just going to sum it up: the world seems to be falling apart today. and not just because of my feeble academic failures.