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ive been informed that its been too long since the last time i updated
nothing is really going on in my life...my brother graduates next friday and i can hardly believe it! ive always said that im going to be jumping for joy when he finally leaves, but i actually dont really gain anything...the only thing is that im going to get more attention from my parents...thats defenitely not a plus
the worst part is that lauren is leaving too :( im gonna miss her sooo much- with her and my brother gone- im going to be the oldest of all the cousins and that just sucks and the next oldest girl is amanda who is like 12.... lauren and i have soooo many memories and last weekend at dinner we were remembering all the stupid stuff we did like our christmas plays, setting off the fire alarm and playing with her dolls late at night (we were real rebels) i wish she would never leave...shes like the sister that i never had =( whatever i dont want to think about it. shes graduating the weeekend after my brother (3 days before my birthday) gah im gona die at her graduation
so now that my brother and lauren are graduating my ENTIRE family is coming..im excited to meet my baby cousin who was born last year in hawaii and i never got to meet, but for all the rest of my little cousins who i always see...ill love them for the first day but then i might want to kill myself and the worst part is they are all going to be here (7 kids younger than 13) running around while finals are coming....
gah i hate it when people leave me! i think its cuz i dont deal well with change..but i really need to get over that because things change. life sucks. oh well.
so thats it..british lit test tomorrow that im quite nervous about
and there is wayyyyyyy to much food floating around me (p.s. the vending machines are selling moutain dew)