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elusive_e

medical update...

Jun 24, 2008 11:59

on the 18th i had the endobiopsy..it didnt go well. i evidently have a very small cervical opening, the doctor at one point even made a comment that she was surprised i could even pass blood and tissue through it. she thought at first that she wouldnt even be able to finish the procedure, but she kept trying and trying,it was awful. in the end she ( Read more... )

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diamondvamp June 24 2008, 19:15:00 UTC

oh man. tired and sad probably don't even sum it up. this whole thing sounds awful and you're incredibly strong to have gone through it. i wish you the best of luck. :)

thank you julia.. :) elusive_e June 25 2008, 11:07:47 UTC

yeah its been a rollercoaster...
the mood swings dont help, i lose control at the drop of a hat. i spent half of yesterday crying for no reason.

dap6000 June 24 2008, 20:55:17 UTC

this made me hurt sympathetically. but, lacking the proper bits, the pain wandered around looking for a home. it was quite an odd experience.

i've heard such procedures are far from pleasant even when all goes well. :(

take care of yourself and keep us informed.

thank you lost... :) elusive_e June 25 2008, 11:24:31 UTC

i dont even know how to describe it. i was trying to concentrate on staying calm. i was also trying not to fight, push with my body, and...well lets put it this way i had to fast 10 hours and relieve myself before the procedure. but while it was going on i was cramping so badly and it was getting so uncomfortable, i just wanted to go to the nearest restroom and purge my body of anything i possibly could and empty out every possible way i could ( ... )