May 08, 2006 22:35
Though I am touched to be inundated with fuzzy sympathies, it strikes me that perhaps I should let everyone know that while my life is SCARY and FRUSTRATING AS ALL GET OUT, it's not total living h*** by a long stretch.
There is the looming hypothetical tumor or neurological condition.
There is the whole miserable boyfriend thing.
I am indeed worried about moving and finding employment.
My dad is still a senile jerk and I resent him (and feel guilty for it).
I can't sleep or eat much.
And other things that make me feel like I've been drop kicked in the sternum.
But I'm graduating this week.
I have been making new friends and having tea parties and playing hooky at the zoo.
I will be teaching a ceramics class to children this summer.
Provided I don't die, I think everything will be okay. Really difficult and painful, but ultimately okay.
I love you guys.
Thanks for the fuzzies and hugs.
e.