but doctor, that's my headgehog! He's been there all along!

May 06, 2006 09:45

We-ll.
Much has occurred as of late.

I broke up with my boyfriend of four years the week of our anniversary.

I have severe migraine and insomnia problems.
The doctor at the infirmary chastised me for not going to the neurologist last year and is badgering me to go get an MRI now. She said my neurological functioning is not normal, and this is true. I am dizzy all the time, my vision is messed up and I have strange numbness and tingly sensations. I alternate insisting to myself that it is stress, no sleep and low blood sugar and fantasizing about having a brain tumor which I have named Hatsumomo.

It is entirely possible. No one will say exactly why I need this MRI, but I'm no dummy. Now I worry about my recent bouts of assertiveness. Personality changes are supposed to be a common indicator. To be honest, though, I think my personality has improved. I have upgraded from doormat to doormat with teeth.

There is other stuff going on. For instance, I missed class the night I was supposed to present my art history project. I have legitimately been out of commission because of the neuro stuff, but my instructor, a surly eastern european, was quite vexed. Now I have to do my presentation next Monday and I feel ill just thinking about it.

I am looking for employment and a new place to live while this is going on.

My best buddies are moving away after graduation.

There is more, but I am loathe to share everyting. I'll just say that the situation is crummy and I cannot stop losing weight. It is intense.
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