ok, i'm not ashamed, i want dean wilson's skin
i leave a week from tomorrow.
i have seven days to do it all, and i don't think its gonna get done. i am going to the lake this weekend and then i am going home to pack. i'll be in murfreesboro on monday night, and that leaves me tuesday and wednesday because thursday i am staying with family because i have to be at the airport really early in the morning. wow.
i still have a few items on the list to take care of, but other than i am pretty much ready. besides the whole packing thing. i am beginning to get that feeling of anticipation which i am sure at some point will bounce back and forth between being anxious and excited to nervous and disheartened.
i think it would be different if i hadn't been so disappointed in some people, which is making my temporary absence look more and more appealing. as i spoke with sb last night, i am prepared for things to be completely different when i get back.
oh, i think i need to reformat my computer before i go to vienna, and i really need to do that....today. i think. i don't know if i am going to have time but it needs to be done. if anyone can tell me how to do that, i would appreciate it.
**revision
maybe i should clarify about that earlier paragragh. it's more of a disappoint in a series of events brought on by people (myself included). that might not help. but anyway. last night was more a let it all go type of thing and laugh it off. we'll see.
i have seven days to do it all, and i don't think its gonna get done. i am going to the lake this weekend and then i am going home to pack. i'll be in murfreesboro on monday night, and that leaves me tuesday and wednesday because thursday i am staying with family because i have to be at the airport really early in the morning. wow.
i still have a few items on the list to take care of, but other than i am pretty much ready. besides the whole packing thing. i am beginning to get that feeling of anticipation which i am sure at some point will bounce back and forth between being anxious and excited to nervous and disheartened.
i think it would be different if i hadn't been so disappointed in some people, which is making my temporary absence look more and more appealing. as i spoke with sb last night, i am prepared for things to be completely different when i get back.
oh, i think i need to reformat my computer before i go to vienna, and i really need to do that....today. i think. i don't know if i am going to have time but it needs to be done. if anyone can tell me how to do that, i would appreciate it.
**revision
maybe i should clarify about that earlier paragragh. it's more of a disappoint in a series of events brought on by people (myself included). that might not help. but anyway. last night was more a let it all go type of thing and laugh it off. we'll see.