"As Long As You're Mine"

[elphaba2930]

So, I'm sorta stuck in a weird situation right now. Ok, there's this guy, of course there's always a guy, right? Well, ok, so I met this guy last year and he's great! The first time I met him I thought he was so incredibly cute! He has this smile that just kills! I mean he's so sweet and kind, and caring and funny, and pretty much all I ever look for in a guy, but I just don't know. We've gone out several times, he's came to see me, I've gone to see him, we've talked on the phone a few times and we chat on AOL IM all the time, but he's always so busy. I mean I understand that he is, but I just miss not being around him all the time and I know we've told each other we've enjoyed each other's company, but I'm having doubts about us. We've really only known each other really well for like two weeks, so maybe I should just not worry too much about it. I mean he did say that he wants to be with me and be there for me, it's just that he's not ready to jump into a relationship right now, which I understand. I know he wants to be with me, I see it I know, but for some reason, it's just not enough. I don't know, maybe I'm analyizing this too much, but I really, really like him so much and I guess I should just be thankful that he even will give me the time of day. I feel like he doesn't want the same thing as I do, at least not right now. I fell like Elphaba from "Wicked" right now, more than ever. There's this guy I want to be with and he feels the same about me, he just doesn't show it always, so I have a hard time believing him. I'm Elphaba and he's Fiyero. That's what this situation feels like, but as long as I know that he really cares about me, I should just embrace every moment I have with him. After all, it's not like you come across your Fiyero very often, so I should take advantage of this and enjoy it, and I know I will, I just have to be patient with him, and maybe sometime soon, we can really be together and I'll be happy, as long as he's mine.

"As Long As You're Mine"

Elphaba
KISS ME TOO FIERCELY
HOLD ME TOO TIGHT
I NEED HELP BELIEVING
YOU'RE WITH ME TONIGHT
MY WILDEST DREAMINGS
COULD NOT FORESEE
LYING BESIDE YOU
WITH YOU WANTING ME

JUST FOR THIS MOMENT
AS LONG AS YOU'RE MINE
I'VE LOST ALL RESISTANCE
AND CROSSED SOME BORDERLINE
AND IF IT TURNS OUT
IT'S OVER TOO FAST
I'LL MAKE EV'RY LAST MOMENT LAST
AS LONG AS YOU'RE MINE...

Fiyero
MAYBE I'M BRAINLESS
MAYBE I'M WISE
BUT YOU'VE GOT ME SEEING
THROUGH DIFFERENT EYES
SOMEHOW I'VE FALLEN
UNDER YOUR SPELL
AND SOMEHOW I'M FEELING
IT'S "UP" THAT I FELL...

Both
EVERY MOMENT
AS LONG AS YOU'RE MINE
I'LL WAKE UP MY BODY
AND MAKE UP FOR LOST TIME

Fiyero
SAY THERE'S NO FUTURE
FOR US AS A PAIR...

Both
AND THOUGH I MAY KNOW
I DON'T CARE...

JUST FOR THIS MOMENT
AS LONG AS YOU'RE MINE
COME BE HOW YOU WANT TO
AND SEE HOW BRIGHT WE SHINE
BORROW THE MOONLIGHT
UNTIL IT IS THROUGH
AND KNOW I'LL BE HERE HOLDING YOU
AS LONG AS YOU'RE MINE...

Love,
Brittany